i cannot find love. i'm cursed. i can have everything i want. i even feel beautiful, i feel thin and pretty. i feel young and successful and i fall in and out of love as often as you can imagine and more than necessary i think, but it's like fate or God or someone i hurt when i was not aware in the past has cursed me ''thou shall not be loved for all days of your life!!!"
so every guy i like is either the opposite of all my ideals, a smoker, a drinker, a non-religious guy, or ugly, or too old, or having a GF or gay or younger or not interested at a time or not interested at all. i'm sick, i'm sick and when i'm not sick, i'm tired, i'm sick and tired of this process. but the thing is i will not be willing to give up other things to have this one and as catch-22 goes, i will not have or enjoy the others if i can't have this. it's a vicious very vicious circle and sometimes being cursed makes me wanna curse, but i really shouldn't.
so you see, everybody has problems and sometimes it's unresolvable especially in case when you're cursed by an unkind witch.
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